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Little Sister. <3
She had a rough first day, but thanks to some sage advice from Jammu, she's now doing fantastic!
her favorite thing to do is lick my face at 4am. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| headhurts headhurts.
I feel really inadequate and jealous. i hate feeling jealous because I feel like it's petty and dumb, and whatever I'm jealous over I brought on myself, but. What can you do. I must endeavor to be better for my friends!
picking up Little had to be postponed until tomorrow, noonish. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| adopting a kitten tomorrow from Indianapolis' Cats Haven-
her name's Little, and she's got three legs. <3 | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| This is the first time in a longass time that I've been so mad that I can't
just even see straight.
FUUUUUCK. I don't think I've ever just paced around an area and STEAMED AND RANTED for 20 minutes until my heart rate went up, like I just did.
I'm not an angry person, seriously! but really. SO ANGRY | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | ahhh I hate Gamestop so much. Goddamn if I didn't need the money so bad and the job market wasn't such shit, I'd be out of there in a second. Seriously, most unprofessional, dramafuckfilled, self-entitled bunch of manchildren I've ever had to work for. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| Raaaa, not much is happening.
Work, work, work, work, as usual. I never really realized how much I like just working and not going to school. It's pretty awesome. Buku money and no homework to stress about.
I think I'm just in a good mood because I had the second best numbers this week at our store~~ And the guy who tells me all the time that he should have gotten the 3rd key position instead of me came in last, heehee.
i miss husbaaaand. ; ; | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | arrgrggghhh the boyfriend is pissing me off, everything is pissing me off. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| It's my boyfriend's birthday today. I got him Scribblenauts because he REEEEALLY wanted it but I thought it was going to be stupid. Then I played it and now I'm addicted. :(
Uh, I moved out of my parents' house fo realz. SURPRISE. Now I live with Tyler and John and Adam wheeee! We all moved in together to a new house. The landlord is pretty shitty and hasn't really taken care of the house, but whatever! We're slowly getting settled in and cleaning things up. Obviously Tyler and I have a room together, but since there's four bedrooms, I get my own playroom. :D Ellie's romp room! There's no furniture in it at the moment so I can't unpack all my books and such but once I save up a little money, eee. Being poor sucks.
There's a Law and Order SVU marathon on today! YAY
Uh. Japanese class sucks still. No one studies, so no one can read even basic hiragana (having trouble with kakikukeko A MONTH into class?! No) and everyone struggles during reading exercises, which frustrates the teacher, so he gets mad at us. No fun. I downloaded a Pokemon Soulsilver ROM and everything's in hiragana, so while I'm playing I use it as reading practice. : D I can't understand much of it, but it's still cool going "Hey! I know what that says!"
The Halo 3: ODST midnight launch event is tomorrow and I get to work it. UwU I'm so excited!! I got to look at the launch packet and in addition to having the tournament we're having a Halo trivia contest and I knew all of the answers lulz. "How many achievements in Halo 3?"?! HA ! TOO EASY! hurrr I'm such a nerd.
that's just about it. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| my work schedule for the next couple of days
Saturday (today): 2-9 Sunday: 10-6 Monday: 2-9 Wednesday: 2-9 Friday: 9-9 Saturday: 9-9
most of these shifts, I will be in the store by myself. I won't be paid a cent of overtime! :DDD!!! GAMESTOP!! | comments: Leave a comment  |
| my sleeping is all out of whack, i think I'm depressed again (i cry for no reason, i feel sad more often than not, take things out of proportion ect), and doubting my own promotion at work.
I don't understand why other GAs can tell me that I didn't deserve the senior-GA position. We ALL applied, we ALL had the same interview with the SAME person. I work hard, I care about my job more than anyone else at the store, put more effort into it than anything else in my life, give myself ulcers worrying about getting my numbers up to look better to the district higher-ups and such. I put up with unusually-shitty customers and co-workers, who both doubt me in everythign I do just because I have a pair of tits and blonde hair. I come home unable to walk because my legs are so cramped and my feet (which have zero ZERO arch support) give out, EVERY NIGHT. I run myself silly around the store, limping, to help people and put shit away, while my coworkers (GAs and asisstant manager included) sit around, talking on the phone and eating and visiting the employees next-door at Radio Shack. I know more about video games than everyone else at the store, despite having NO time to play them, and know how to sell shit, and can TALK to people, because I'm not a socially-awkward-person-hating creeper like the rest of these douches.
Take all this, and then the dudes who are still GAs bitch to my face about how I don't "DESERVE" the position and how I only got it because I "looked good". Dudes who slack off, and don't even like video games, and have double 0s for their monthly numbers- EVERY MONTH- while I'm running 15% res/3% sub
(ftr, "numbers" is our percentage of res's and sub's. Res's are reservations, which is people paying off $5 of a game that is coming out. Sub's are subscriptions, which is subscribing to our store magazine and the discount card - Fucking HARD to get people to buy, because it costs money. % is how many of your transactions end with a res or a sub).
Ah well, at least they're telling me to my face, and not sneaking around behind my back, whining about it without telling me.
I just want to be like "FUCK you, I got chosen for a reason. That reason being that I'm just BETTER AT THE JOB THAN YOU." but I can't, because I have no spine to speak of. I just smile and giggle and agree that "yeah, i know, I'm pretty dumb, I don't know why he picked me either."
WORK EMO NOOO
in better news, I love my friends more than I can say <333 (except Marysue bitches and dramatranny faggots)
husbando <3 | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| fuuuuuck why
/prepare for emo journal.
I know I'm not depressed, but I've had this underlying feeling of slight uncomfort and sorta-sadness all the time for a while now. I dunno why. But it's like I'm always bothering people or saying wrong things or not what they want/need to hear.
ARGH | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| icon is actually exact opposite of how I feel, I just wanted to use it since I haven't in a while.
Tired as hell, feeling fat, and sort of ostracized from some friends.
Diet time!
(PS, dear friend, no your mom is not an evil bitch because she gets mad when you sleep in until 3 in the afternoon every day, don't have a job, and don't do shit around the house.) | comments: Leave a comment  |
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| Can someone tell me why I have to pay off my mom's credit card overdraft fees?
$100 I'll never see again.
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| I got promoted to third-key today at Gamestop.
:D :D | comments: Leave a comment  |
| my sister keeps asking me when Tyler and I are getting married.;;; Now that we've been going out a year.
So when is the wedding! ^_^
no. :C | comments: Leave a comment  |
| icon pretty much is my expression all weekend.
Because Race Weekend = all of my family, all mind-blowingly irritating 20 additional members, in the house for three or four days. 83;;;; Their mission is to make me hate them, I think! Grandparents, an uncle and an aunt with three of the brattiest kids ever plus a baby, an uncle and an aunt that are all super-green super-organic super-LET'S GO TO THE FARMERS' MARKET AT 6am AND ADOPT KATRINA DOGS AND FREE POLITICAL PRISONERS plus their two babies, ect ect :C My favorite cousin couldn't even come down, because she's somewhere with the Naval Academy.;;;
so needless to say, I've been annoyed out of my skull all weekend, what with all the drunken Irish people and their screaming rugrats. Any time that I've been home, I've been hiding in the sunroom with my computer (which isn't often, because I spend every second I can over at Tyler's) while one kid is bugging me to play Wii and one is trying to crayon all over my sketchbook blarghhh.
Anyway.;;;
I also downloaded Twilight, just out of curiosity, and it was STARTLINGLY bad. Like I knew it was going to be bad, but... but Jesus christ. I didn't even keep it around for the lulz, I just deleted it the second it was done.
I've been meaning to do an "official" reaction post to all the Spy and Snipery stuff going on in TF2 world, but i suspect inspiration for that will come eventually idk. :D
I have work tomorrow from 10:30am - 2:30pm YES a not-closing shift. ;w; I can just leeeave when my shift is over yaayyyy!
I watched this and it made me bawww for a long time. ;w; NO idea why, I just started crying while it was playing. BEAUTIFUL. | comments: Leave a comment  |
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